Well shoot... I wrote a bit now... It's pretty bad....
But only because I am holding back a bit...
Some things are just better left unsaid I reckon...
Or maybe not... Could be im just a lousy writer tonight lol!!!
in any case, dont waste your time on this drivel...
Just some cheesy musings from a mean ol romantic...
And my eyes get heavy, from the sleep they require
It is then that my thoughts, turn to all I have lost
And those tears that never flow, make my eyelids moist
Friends I dont know yet love, have waved and said goodbye
With a smile they said they will see us in a while, and walked off into the night
Each of my friends are gone, to be with those they hold dear
And as the night closes in, I can almost feel the never crying tears
Those tears that will not come, for vain indeed they are
To cry for love long lost, or no hope of shooting stars
Seems silly when tis me, who made the choice alone
To give up on this world, with all it offers from that ol snakes throne
Tis another life I long for now, I tell myself at last
Nothing here for me tonight, no song or touch or laugh
Yet it's me who made the choice, to give up all thats here
Only me left here to blame, for not kissing a beautiful lass
It is a hard hard choice, to live a life without love
When every part of me aches, for heavens delightful touch
That only one woman can give, to a man as faithful as I
The soft caress of her hair, the warmth from within her eyes
Sometimes when it gets really bad, I sometimes connect in one look
Have to roughly pull myself back, from her love open like a good book
Tis so easy to fall in love, when one is created to sow pure love
When I am made to love her so deeply, as sure as the sky is blue
When my whole reason for even existing, is to love her who is so true
My thoughts now drift on back, to those I have loved before
Each one a beautiful memory, that is to be no more
I hope that all of them know, that my heart thinks kindly of all
The Beautiful Beautiful lovers, that have graced me with their call
I have gone five years before, but never as long as this
This time I pushed the limits, I am already well into six
It's probably why I am dying, my heart about to burst
For six years is too long to go, for one whose love is a constant thirst
I hope my Lord comes soon, for I cannot continue to go
Without sharing my love with one, who sees me and instantly knows
Knows the strength of the pull, of the call that is so strong
Our eyes meet but once and it's on, a love filled heavenly show
I love you deeply... With everything in me...
I know you are out there... Somewhere...